Pumpkin Patch

So today after work Dan and I decided we wanted to carve our pumpkins. But we didn't want to just go to the boring old store and pick one out. So we decided to find a Pumpkin Patch. Well we found Mabeys Pumpkin patch in South Jordan. It was a huge pumpkin field. So we found a big pumpkin and a cute little one. Then we headed home and last year my friend Marianne for my b-day gave me some Halloween decorations and a cool pumpkin carving set. So we used that and it had different stencils that we could choose from. So I traced it and then I had dan carve it. While he was doing that one I worked on the little one. But we have decided from now on we are going to start going to a Pumpkin patch to pick out our pumpkins. Its a great tradition we can start and it will be fun to do when we have kids. So here are some pictures. Hope you have a good Halloween.

Melissa's Baby Shower

Melissa playing one of the shower games.

Melissa, Lauren and KrisAn.

Me and Maddie (KrisAn's) cute little girl.

Diane(melissa's mom) Meliss and her sister Kelly.

HERE IS SOME OF THE YUMMY FOOD WE HAD. AND LOOK AT THAT CUTE CAKE MADE OUT OF DIAPERS.

Yesterday we had Melissa's baby shower. It was really fun. Her Mom Diane is a hoot and was so much fun to help plan it with. She was really excited because this was the first of her daugthers baby shower she actually got to attend. She used to live in Missouri so that was so far away. There was tons of yummy food and she got lots of great presents. And we had a really good turnout. Lots of people from the ward came. So here are some pictures.

THOUGHTS

SO YESTERDAY I GOT SOME SAD NEWS. I MISCARRIED I WAS JUST ABOUT 8 WEEKS. MOST OF YOU PROBABLY DIDN'T KNOW I WAS PREGNANT. I FOUND OUT ON SEPT 18 AND TO BE HONEST I WAS QUITE SHOCKED. I JUST WENT OFF BIRTH CONTROL IN JULY SO I DIDN'T THINK IT WOULD HAPPEN SO FAST. ANYWAY I ONLY TOLD A FEW PEOPLE BECAUSE OF THIS REASON. WELL ABOUT TWO WEEKS AGO I WAS HAVING PAIN AND SPOTTING A BIT. WELL WHEN I WENT TO THE DOCTORS EVERYTHING WAS OK BUT THE DOCTOR TOLD ME I COULD MISCARRY. WELL LAST WEEK ON THURSDAY I WOKE UP WITH CRAMPING AND BLEEDING. THE WHOLE WEEKEND I WAS REALLY SICK AND WEAK AND COULDN'T EAT. WELL YESTERDAY WHEN I WNET TO THE DOCTOR THEY COULDN'T FIND ANYTHING. HONESTLY I WAS REALLY NOT SUPRISED. I KNEW AS I WAS LYING THERE GETTING MY ULTRASOUND THEY WERENT' GOING TO FIND ANYTHING.
I KEPT MY COMPOSURE WHILE I WAS IN THE DOCTORS ROOM BUT AS SOON AS WE GOT ONTO THE ELEVATOR I JUST STARTED CRYING. I HAD FINALLY GOT USED TO THE IDEA THAT I WAS GOING TO HAVE A BABY. I ADMIT WHENI FIRST FOUND OUT I WAS SHOCKED AND A LITTLE SCARED. I HAD FINALLY ACCEPTED IT AND THEN THIS HAPPENED. DAN WAS ALSO VERY SAD. HE HAD BEEN EXCITED FRM THE MINUTE I TOLD HIM I WAS PREGNANT.
SO THIS WEEKEND HASN'T BEEN THE BEST. I HAVE HAD A LOT OF CONFUSIG THOUGHTS GOING THROUGH MY MIND. MANY BURSTS OF CRYING AND I HAVE BEENR EALLY ANGRY. I ALSO FEEL SOME GUILT BECAUSE I WASN'T VERY EXCITED TO BE PREGNANT AT FIRST.
SO NOW HONESTLY I AM SCARED TO TRY AGIAN. I KNOW THAT THIS HAPPENS A LOT BUT HONESTLY THAT DOESN'T HLEP ME FEEL BETTER. SO PLEASE PRAY FOR ME TO HELP WITH ALL THESE FEELINGS. AND THAT I WON'T BE AFRAID TO TRY AGAIN.

CATCH UP

SO YESTERDAY WAS THE DAY!!!! THE BACKSTREET BOYS CAME OUT WITH THERE NEW ALBUM HECK YES!!!!! I WAS JAMMING OUT TO IT IN THE CAR YESTERDAY. DAN WAS LIKE DO I HAVE TO LISTEN TO THIS? HE HE IT WAS FUNNY!!!

THINGS HAVE BEEN PRETTY GOOD. LAST WEEK FROM LIKE WED TO SAT I WAS REALLY SUPER SICK. I DIDN'T HAVE MUCH OF AN APPETITITE BUT IT WAS NICE BECAUSE IHAD THE WEEKEND OFF SO I GOT TO HAVE MUCH NEEDED REST. I DID FEEL BAD BECAUSE DAN HAD FALL BREAK AND OUR EXCITING FUN WEEKEND WASN'T VERY FUN. BUT HE WAS A SWEETIE AND DIDN'T COMPLAIN AND TOOK VERY GOOD CARE OF ME. I FELT BAD BECAUSE LAST WEEK ON TUESDAY HE HAD A PANIC ATTACK AT WORK. HE SAID HE WAS JUST SUPER WORRIED ABOUT ME BECAUSE I WAS SICK. SO I FELT BAD. BUT HE IS A GREAT HUSBAND AND TOOK SUPER CARE OF ME. WE DID SNEAK AWAY FOR A BIT TO GO SEE CLOUDY WITH A CHANCE OF MEATBALLS. IT WAS REALLY CUTE.

SO ITS THAT TIME OF YEAR. TO START THE CHRISTMAS COUNTDOWN ONLY 79 DAYS TIL CHRISTMAS YAY!!!!! I HAVE BEEN READING THE FUN CHRISTMAS BOOKS AND MY MOM SENT ME ONE THE OTHER DAY. ANYWAY THATS ALL FOR NOW.