FEELING GOOD???

ARRGGGHHHHHHHHH!!!!! I just had to get that out. I have just not been feeling good about myself. I started WW again in Feb. Well the first two weeks I was gung ho and ready to do it. But honestly now I just don't know how to do it. I had to stop paying because with Dan in school we need all the money we can get to help pay. So I have been trying to do it myself but I just don't have the motivation. I have been okay about wokring out. Usually i at least do it 3 times a week but one week I totally didn't do anything. What I am really upset about is that I was doing soo good at maintaining it and keeping it off and then aroud January I got a little tooo comfortable and gained some back. NOt all of it but still. I am just mad at myself. I was crying last night to Dan because I hate the way I feel. I just hate that my whole life I will have weight issues. Anyay sorry for this negative email but if anyone has any helps or can please go walking with me I would really appreciate it. I am just ready to give up.

NEW MOON

SO LAST NIGHT ME AND MY FRIEND KATIE WENT TO THE RIVERTON WALMART FOR THE NEW MOON RELEASE. WE WENT TO THAT ONE BECAUSE THE ACTORST THAT PLAY JESSICA, MIKE AND ERIC WERE THERE. WHEN WE GOT THERE AT 1130 IT WAS MADNESS. THERE WAS PEOPLE EVERYWHERE. BUT IT WAS FUN BECAUSE RIGHT AFTER WE GO THERE THE ACTORS CAME OUT. MY FRIEND KATIE GOT SOME REALY GOOD PICTURES. IT WAS REALLY FUNNY THOUGH BECAUSE RIGHT WHEN WE STARTED TAKING PICTURES BOTH OUR OF OUR CAMERAS STARTED ACTING UP NA OUR BATTERIES DID NOT WORK SO WE WERE ACTUALLY STANDING BY SOME BATTERIES SO WE GRABBED THEM AND WERE LIKE DON'T FORGET WE HAVE TO PAY FOR THESE. IT WAS EALLY FUN TO SEE THE ACTORS. EVERYONE WAS SCREAMING. THEY TALKED FOR BOUT 15 MINUTES AND THEN THEY WERE GOING TO SIGN AUTOGRAPHS. WE DID NOT WAIT IN THE LINE THOUGH. IF IT WAS JACOB OR EDWARD WE WOULD HAVE HE EH!!! ANYWAY WE HAD A GREAT TIME.

50 Things I LOVE

50 Things I LoVe

( in no particular order)

1.reality tv

2. working out

3.back rubs and foot rubs

4. chick flicks

5. Girl Scout Cookies Samoas

6. Nothign Bundt Cakes

7. Backstreet boys

8. Pop Music

9. Us Weekly and People Magazine

10.Greys Anatomy, Desperate HOusewives, The Bigges Loser,

Bachelor, 90210

10. My bed

11. Eating Out

12. Losing Weight

13.Facebook

14.Whenever I get my hair done

15. Reading

16. Working at Seagull

17. My nieces and Nephew

18. hearing a good song on the Radio

19. Chick Fila

20. Bravo TV

21.My family

22. Dan

23. Friends

24. FRIENDS THE tv show

25. chocolate

26. A Clean House

27. Going to the Movies

28. Going on a date with my hubby

29. The Temple

30. Getting new clothes and having them be a smaller size

31. Going to Concerts

32. Pasta

33. Bread

34. Dancing

35. Girl TIme

36. Going on Picnics

37. DVR

38. Internet

39. Cell Phones

40. Taking Baths

41. Cheesefries

42. Jewelry Shopping

43. Rings and Bracelets

44. Shopping

45. When my mom comes to Visit

46. Going to Plays

47. Rainbows

48. Popcorn

49. Diet Coke

50. Blogging

Talkative Tuesday

They had soo much fun painting.

So Dan has been in shcool for two months now and he is doing great. He has gotten and A in the two classes he has taken. I am really proud of him and he is working hard. Even though I don't like editing the papers.... its worth it for him to be in school.

Tonight I am watching my Nephwe Jaden and Niece Kaylie. It is always sooo fun to watch them THey are soo cute and its fun to see them talk andl learn things. And its nice for Lauren so she can have a littl time to herself.

I have been struggling with WW. The first week I did great and was gung ho and lost3.6 pounds. The second week I gained .8 so I know that i not bad but I just am trying to get in the groove again. I really want to get to the goal I set out to get to. So lets hope my funk comes back in soon. I know I can do it.

I enjoy getting to babysitt every once in a while and earn some extra money. So if any of you out there need some time a way for a bit let m eknow and I will be glad to watch your kids.

I love that its finally March. I am ready for Spring and some nice weather hopefully. Yes I know we live in Utah so who knows what will happen.

I am sooo excited go to the Sugarland concert in May. I love them and it will be fun to go to a concert again.